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[09 May 2005|08:05am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | weezer // island in the sun ] I’m scared. Everyone will be leaving soon. Following their own paths, will I be the only one left? Who will I call up to come over? Will they forget? Will they forget all the times we went out? Will they forget all the times we would get into trouble? Will they forget the problems we solved and the fun we had? Will they forget waiting impatiently for the bell to ring? Will they forget walking through the halls, looking for friends? Will they get new friends and forget I exist? Will I forget? Will I forget you in time? I hate to think about that. I feel that as I remember all the things that we've done, I’m coming to the end of a book, a book that has been too good to end. However, no matter how many times the book got set down by you and I, we always went back to it. Four years is a long time, I can feel it slowly winding down. I can feel them packing their things, saying their goodbyes. I can feel them in two years forgetting my name. I don’t want to be forgotten! I don’t want to be pushed back! I want this to go on! I hate the fact that this book is concluding already! There’s so much to do. There are so many unsaid things to say! I can’t let you leave! No, not yet! Let there be another chapter after this! How will I remember? How will I remember your faces and smiles? Richard Benjamin Espinoza 3 comments|post comment

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